I have been trying for years to understand the christian/catholic/etc religion. I have had numerous people explain it for me in many ways, and yet I still don’t get it. Well today I had lunch with one of my friends who happen to be Mormon. All I knew about being Mormon is you have a tun of rules to abide by, and they believe in Jesus. Obviously there is more to the religion then just those two things, but what my friend told me I did not expect. Did you know Mormons continue to go to “Sunday School” until they die? They have an adult sunday school… that blew my mind. Also the set of rules they have to follow are called doctrines. I understood the majority of the common sense rules, butttt today he told me that he can’t drink coffee. I am sorry but what does coffee have to do with your religion?! Not to diss the Mormon religion but that is just weird, and kinda stupid. I have decided that I just cannot understand religions that believe in Jesus. Now I am not saying Jesus didn’t exist, its just all the other stuff surrounding that doesn’t make much sense. Then again Judaism is strange also. I don’t make fun of people’s religions/belief’s intentionally, nor do I try to. Lately whats been ticking me off is people who say Judaism is stupid or the beliefs in that religion aren’t real. Did you know Christianity is based off of Judaism? Yes Catholics, your religion is based off of mine. So do not make fun of my religion, because yours is just a knock-off of mine. :D
sunday after work my body decided it would start feeling awkward and sick-ish. sunday night my body decides it would be fun to make my ears feel like they were exploding. which then caused me to run into my parents bedrooms at 12am screaming that my ears were killing. i was then told to take some tylenol and go to bed. i couldnt fall asleep. monday my mother scheduled me a doctors appointment and my doctor came to the conclusion of “its viral we can’t do anything about it”. so all i could do was drink lots of liquids for the horrible sore throat i was having, take massive amounts of mucinex for the phlegm dripping down my throat, and take more tylenol for the pain. next i had a voice lesson. i walked in and began to warm up with my teacher, and i sounded like poo (to put it lightly). normally i wouldnt care that much, but tuesday after school i was suppose to have my audition for my school play. this year is my senior year i am determined to get a lead. sooo you can probably guess how pissed off/upset i was when i opened my mouth to sing, and what came out was literally shit. later that day i had to babysit my next door neighbors kids who proceeded to cough, sneeze, and wipe their dirty hands on me. i then came home exhausted, and just wanting to go to bed. so i fell asleep at 7:00pm with good intentions of waking up all better. my mother then wakes me up at 9:30-ish and tells me she wants to take my temperature. i mosey my way to their room, sit down, and wait. my temperature was 102… i could not believe it. well obviously i couldnt go to school, but i had to email my chorus teacher telling her i wouldnt be there for the audition. she said shed move me to wednesday. fast forwarding to now; i currently have the worst sore throat of my life, can hardly talk (wont even discuss singing at this point), and my ears are so clogged i can hardly hear myself think. conclusion: my shot at getting a lead FOR ONCE is shot, and i have the worst luck ever. thank you immune system, i love you too.
Its not strange to be excited to be 17 bc you can now get into R rated movies legally right? Well I think its quite normal… Anyways today I am going with my best guy friend to go see Easy A (yes i know its rated pg-13 but i’m still excited to see r rated movies :]). I know its one of those “hip-ster” movies but honestly i find them quite entertaining. I hope its a good movie though, bc these days movies on the weekends are soooo expensive! i’m pretty sure they’re at least 6 bucks! Well, i am still excited to go see it. Yea… thats all that happened/happening today :D
I don’t understand… maybe it’s because I don’t have kids, but aren’t you suppose to be proud of your children? Aren’t you suppose to support them no matter what they do, say, or how they act? I guess my parents decided to skip that section of “parent school”. No matter what I do they always want me to do better. Can’t they be happy with what I’ve done so far? Can’t they see I try really hard to be the best I can? And yet they’re still not satisfied. What really hurts me is when I show them/tell them something I am really proud of (i.e. my GPA), and they say something like “eh that’s OK, it’s like average, I guess that will get you into some schools you liked, but it could be better”. Why can’t they just say “that’s awesome I am so proud of you”. Strangest thing is my parents can’t be proud of me but they can be proud of my friends. When my best friend got her drivers license my father told me to tell her “he’s proud of her”. My mother constantly compares me to all of my friends; “I bet Frieda would’ve gotten that assignment in on time, Emily would never get that grade, I bet Nicole could do better then that”. I constantly am asking myself “am I good enough?”, because my parents seem to not think so.
I don’t understand why some people are just so stupid.
-If your older then 21 years old you should not be flirting with a bunch of 16-18 year old’s. Especially the ones that look like they’re 12. -When there is a stop sign you STOP! You don’t pretend like your the king of the world and keep driving. -Just because you think you’re hot shit, you don’t get the excuse to complain about what everyone else is doing, when your not contributing. -If a person takes the time to help you with something one-on-one, then you should retain the information and use it. You should not take that valuable information and throw it out the window. -I don’t care if you have some sick-screwed up brain. There is no excuse for sexually molesting children, or anyone! Those people should be shot; end of story. -If you don’t know anything about the given subject, then you should listen to the person that knows. You should not say “No, that’s not right” because YOU DON’T KNOW!
I was really aggravated today, and I thought I’d share some of the things that ticked me off today.
Is it really strange that I’m semi-excited that I’m typing my first tumblr post? Well yesterday I had my birthday party at our local bubble tea teahouse; even though my birthday was on September 14th lol. A lot of people couldn’t come because of various reasons, but the people that did come made my day :]. I had sooo much fun, and then afterwards I had a few of my girl-friends sleepover. I finally got to see some people I haven’t seen since summer, and one of my very best friends (sarahmax) was there! I haven’t seen her in manyyy years. Anyways I already miss everyone, and I hope we all stay in touch over the year. Well now I have to go to work… ugh being a cashier SUCKS!